Make Everyday the best of your life=]

2009-04-01T07:43:00.005+08:00

same usual old thing , i just hope i'm well off like my friends do. maybe i cant be too childish, maybe i dependable on others , maybes and maybes , maybe i should f***ing stop thinking of crappy bulls*** and carry on with my life...

nothing comes smooth sailing.

nothing works without detailed plans

nothing comes out as you expected.

nothing is perfect.

nothing comes without a price.

nothing is impossible.

nothing comes without a reason.

nothing comes without occasional self -made excuses.

nothing holds you back when you are shedding your tears...

and nothing is better than my warmth as you lie towards me...

seeking temporary shelter as you pursuing everlasting freedom , smiling as

nothing can ever replace this moment , when the powerful ritual is at work.

THAT is LOVE...

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2009-03-20T17:51:00.002+08:00

1 month past , finally back.majorly my walk still okay okay , dun want to elaborate much as the cycle is always spinnin round & round.

2 days ago was montfort np camp , went back to at least help a little , what i can do to my utmost i just do it , but the show will still be run by other capable people. Nothing to say for the camp , is just that there always room for improvement , everyone should deserve some rest for now. Especially the cadet leaders all those the background work they put in we will see it.

Now just getting restless at home , checking my emails and looking up stuff that will benefit me , no stupid ideas okay :-),

tomorrow gonna return to school to help out , heard they going for sentosa thingy, just wonder do they the necessary planning and exposure to do so. a capable leader leads in a changing environment.

well cya folks.

2009-02-15T16:57:00.002+08:00

Depressed lately dunno why , acting strong on the outside but weak in the inside now...
2 days ago have a unpleasant day , almost got fight broke out but heng i nv retaliate hope its just a misunderstanding ,

True that evry decision i make has an impact on others , even how small... While I just hope that some events did not even take place , but we are not 100 % foolproof... mistakes do always happen.
Plundering into deeper mess. Hope someone will save me as i couldnt even save myself now.

See you.

2009-01-10T02:20:00.000+08:00

Haha slept so long yesterday , i think more when i was very tired tired in my cadet times , 17 hours lol , never even go and think how much time in this frame i can do.now cant fall asleep le , later got to go work again after my visit to ngee ann open house , cya.

2009-01-06T21:04:00.007+08:00

Currently using less and less computer , so of cause will blog less , fitness journal delayed shit, well...

As I flash those few days of 2009 , currently started quite alright , not much screw ups and i try not to think about that , makes me more screw up. Was working 2 days ago yeah , got one girl said I talk like Jay Chou's younger brother , lol? So i was like , you know... Then another say my face really look damn stress , like bei song , orh haha lol. O's results are coming soon , I just preparing myself to face it , hahs. At least I plan out what I'm suppose to do all those inside my small secret book... My resolutions all those , yeah...

So nothing much I just hope everything will go smooth and hope what I hope will come true , those guys who are still thinking of what is life , please spend yourselves 20 mins of your 24 hours to think through it and go into your own world , thats when you will realli realli grow in your personal life and pen it all down, but memories all the best to withhold.

And also there is alot things you need look at 3 dimensional view , sorry i not so good yet i gotta learn more , but things aint so simple , 3 D images has pretty intricate details...:/

Well I going to do my usual stuff later , so cya and have a gd day ahead tomorrow and more.:))

2008-12-31T00:04:00.003+08:00

Well sometimes life gets boring for me , thats why I need to have plans and challenges in my life or something... to keep myself occupied, haha. Well everyone , including me all requires love, love itself is rewarding enough , love that drives people crazy , but requires nurturing and doesn't hold.
Only true love last. I realise I seriously need to be love to keep me going on.Well maybe my heart is playing tricks on me , really on me... Indulging in unhealthy habits , i know I have a choice but I still doing it , perhaps temporary solutions are the best of me, constant searching but to no avail. Smile on my face does not last long , my heart is not smiling...

Well... Tomorrow welcomes another new year I just don't know what will be my resolution be , life still goes on as I read through the horoscope for the year that I be pretty sharp in my guessing of events in my life... Well dun call me superstitious. And tomorrow report to work again , i will try and stay postive...yeah.

The journal will be up 3 days from now ... cya and have a wonderful night. May your new year resolutions come true...=]

2008-12-26T02:04:00.002+08:00

Spending about $100 this past 5 days , need to control or else I sure die... But bo bian its festive season so i gotta spend a bit bit more.Christmas countdown was okay but i was quite sad that not everyone can come , but nvm cause squad long time never together as a whole liao , sure a bit miss... then today nothing much bahh , haha maybe maybe la.

Haha gotta start my work and all those soon le. Somethings that I currently having now but I don't wish to mention anymore... see you good night guys and ladies.

I gotta start a fitness journal in wordpress I would give the link in my next post cya.

2008-12-20T22:42:00.004+08:00

This past few days I been working and stuff so can't go online frequent.Gonna have a week's break as Christmas is coming then after that need to work again, so like rejected the coordinator call to work tmr as a result, cheeky heh...Well I currently multi-tasking in order to make sure I got sustainable income and also balanced work - life lifestyle. Well today went out to Inner Atrium Hotel to 'seesee', after that went Suntec walk walk , like I damn lonely like that la cause I alone but already use to it le.Don't like calling friends out and stuff, dun call me unsociable =/. After that went back Hougang bought some sushis which is almost similar , quite cheap.I need to manage my income very wisely , average income families are the most at risk you know , always kena sandwiched de.

Well lalala this stuff.went to geylang yesterday to check out food and stuff, thats not the most important , sat at the table there , around me were uncles with their so called * step wives* , overheard their conversation there , in Hokkien. They mention quite a lot times of hotel and stuff very loud , they bought beers but there was no drunken incident , lucky.

2008-12-15T01:46:00.002+08:00

people will change as time will change , environment is the most important factor... thats what i say for today cya ..

2008-12-12T00:33:00.004+08:00

Feel the urge to blog again ,

It's never too late...never too coincidental...
That life has in stall for us ...
Do you give in or carry on?
Did you ever struggle in the midst of the waves the is always pushing you back,
Both hands tired , mind mentally exhausted and spritually drained
but does that ever stop you from accomplishing what u always wanted ,
freedom , joy, love , happiness and eternity...
whatever the circumstances may be so devastating ,
but always remember that things u always wanted comes with a price.
do not try to avoid the storm as the shadows of the storm will continuously haunt you down.
but always be mighty , humble and strong.
as nature always works wonders for you... =]
thou those people who perservere through be greeted with bliss.
as they counter the most dangerous opponent among them all , themselves...

2008-12-10T22:32:00.005+08:00

Back Home , just went to novena with my friends for a buffet meal , i wouldnt forget this day what the heck we did :)).Almost got myself into another stick , but i strongly told myself not to , really not to... I dunno when i can have this strong affirmation on myself again, my mind is wandering off dunno till where, sometimes like alot of things can drifts me apart... Well this saturday gonna try out urban orienteering after i go for a swim , just wonder whether the compass will be accurate or not , but heck the map is already enough cause got alot land marks le... Bought myself a handphone on Monday so I can finally post pics on the blog without friends helping me take le .=]

Well i just gonna go to bed , forget everything about today and the rest and start my day tmr ... work at 7 am. Long day man =]

Hope I can continue blog soon enough , i going to www.squidoo.com to check out their stuff , cya.

2008-12-08T02:28:00.004+08:00

regret nt partcipating or be a volunteer in the marathon , so many blue shirts with number tags around the city area , hope they will break thru their limits... dunno why i sometimes feel damn sian pursuing excellence ,determination nt strong enuff , time frame not properly balance also. its like been long time since i do window shopping , bought some stuffs mostly tops and headwear yesterday , hope looks gd to me... well still ponder alot of tings that spins thru my mind.hope i can somehow *rest in peace* , well yeah i was so shock of what i'm doing that day , dunno why i'm like that , a man that looks gentle actually did it with early detest at first... haiz nvm cya folks have fun for the neweek! :)

2008-12-03T04:28:00.002+08:00

errrmmm jus came back after lepak wif friend, later work 11 am dunno why can't sleep... , normal day yesterday same routine , finding myself gettin use to the motion , haha but its just the normal things u do that u find joy in it , isn't it ?

2008-11-30T05:56:00.005+08:00

suddenly feel the urge to blog , checking emails at the same time , its a good thing to take advantage of free ebooks that they offer , especially fitness and stuff.

well i gotta spend some of my salary on some e - books , hope its not a scam or something.

here are some.

Stop Sweating , Start Living , see whether this books works,
total US46 rounded off.http://www.sweatcure.com

Sleeping remedies. Is important to know your sleeping habits so u gain the best of yur life,total US47.-www.powerfulsleep.com

Pull Ups drop from 12 to 11 ... Standing Broad Jump abit improvement , strength training using bodyweight is kinda improving , gotta keep my workout short and intense. Wish me luck , thanks cya later gt training at workplace dunno is it useful or not zzz.

2008-11-28T19:35:00.002+08:00

I just dunno , these past few days of work have enabled me to expose more to the working environment that i work it , i just need to be more aware to those people that I work with , eyes need to open biggg , there is alot of backstabbers out there , will stab u on your back if u not aware unless you got two eyes on your back.

i dunno what to do to help my classmate , his father is in critical condition lying in hospital , also like a knife stabbing in my heart just after reading his blog and knowing it from my classmate.Life is sudden and always full of tests , you dunno what will happen to your loved ones, not just u. But life is like driving on an unknown highway that doesn't ends , bumps will happen here and there...

Didn't attend the special event , blame on my laziness but hope she have a gd and happy graduation night there , haha =]

chaos..

2008-11-25T22:20:00.004+08:00

Do not always think the no-one understands you , is that you don't want to be made understandable.

Chaotic day today as usual , people zooming here and there,woks on *fire*,but bit less human and trolley jam More carrying and stuff happen today till sixth floor of the hotel ... zai.Narrow pathway almost made me bump into people many times , heng there is this good creation thingy call trolley... can manuevoure more easily=].Finish our stuff early , then suddenly got inspection of this and that , then also of cause need change this and change that(chair covers all those) , just follow lor although gt grumble but still completed it which almost 8 pm then went home , while my other friends went sakae sushi , then me and other friend on our way home talked about work and stuff then we talkin about our experience and a old guy in our workplace saying quite a lot of lao jiao leave , i guess now i know why le.=/Well went back hougang mall , bought some sushi's at a worthy price which could be *compared* to sakae sushi , at least i enjoy myself la=] and now bloggin here , well should have a gd rest tonight , tmr another fresh start , cya =]

Better now =]

2008-11-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

Feeling better now after some rest just nowwwww=].

Sometimes people will encounter a feeling that is always so empty that they sometimes do not understand.They do not realise that their inner self are speaking to them , hinting them somethings.The inner self also needs nourishment not just the outer self , that is why there is religions around which emphasises on spritual needs...I dunno , but sometimes people try to avoid this feeling which is sometimes useless and is only temporary , in the end never solves the problem , that includes me also. Sometimes we must remember to spend time personal time for ourselves , that when we will grow and overcome this feeling inside us that requires attention...

In the midst , we are constantly influenced by various stimulus amongst us , envrionments that we lost the will to possess the vision we ought to possess to bring ourselves forward.People that are successful in life possess powerful visions and executes without been afraid of failure in amongst adversities.A milestone happens through the first step you take =]

Well Not been faithful to my exercise programmes man... no excuses for myself , f man.
Well signing off , cya will blog less due to busy schedule coming up.

When body goes down...

2008-11-23T02:20:00.003+08:00

Thought was feeling right for yesterday , then suddenly started feeling dizzy and such , i saw my lips were pale, went to toliet to LS for 3 times in 3 hours.Tried to concentrate which almost depleted most of the energy Left that i had, but still try to maintain that smile i forcefully put on,heng i nv do anything rong during my working hours today and no-one notice that I'm actually feeling unwell ... Well that day before i was lucky that i spilled two times but no-one sees , well one was a dessert and one was coffee , pants gt bit of coffee smell cause of that , asss... learn from mistakes liao lor, thats what makes learning much realli better and fun =]

Well trying to cope with oversweating , its like I'm experiencing the worst oversweating syndrome that My friends have , well the full term if i not rong is hyperhidroisis or something.Damn overactive sweat glands , work inside air-con also sweat like one dog , the record I have if my pants started dripping *water* that can fill a 1.5 liter water bottle , try and u will c , how terrible.Well robs me some of my vitality , focues , fitness and confidence away.I feel more tired easily that anyone...Finding solutions to it.

Well I going to rest now and hope i get well soon , cya=]

Jus miss it =/

2008-11-20T19:56:00.004+08:00

... I just kinda miss this kind of feeling , haha.Fifth pen tomorrow soon I can open my own pen shop liao , lol. Next week something special will be happening , hope i can turn up for it, hehe. be updating the blog soon enough , stay tune.

Bye and see your around =]

When things coincide...

2008-11-19T00:16:00.004+08:00

Slept for 11 hours straight , wake up around 4+ , washed and get changed then go out celebrate my friend's birthday till 11++, nothing much la today.sometimes very weird, i dunno but i always feel that my inner voice always tells me alot of things , i just dunno whether to follow or follow my conscious will or rather other people's advice, jus that i have bad experiences sometimes when these two things clash within each other , will make me make some stupid decisions that make people du lan and myself regretful , happens freaking alot of times... but i wish i could jump out of my pasts and carry on movin forward. Cause as people say , you have no chance to correct your past but you can be the master for your own future , even the future presents uncertainity , but be brave to overcome it.

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2008-11-18T04:35:00.003+08:00

finally back home , today although quite a slack working day but some meaningful things learn in the process oso.actually the job scope can stretch to alot of things then the importance of servant leadership also. Today no much major events so there is no real rush or sowhatevr so we learn to set up stuffs for functions and events.Then its like we(me , derek n ps) slack during the process also.. haha still trying to get the enjoyment of working , sometimes working relieves my stress although working itself is stress le , but sometimes things work both ways la..haha hope everyone could have a gd rest in the meanwhile. gd night n have fun =]]

New week liao le...

2008-11-17T02:10:00.002+08:00

Its another new week le , haha i bet its gonna be a busy week and stuff la.Haha these past 2 days i like so wander away as i realli want to bless em to have a happy marriage man , i realise love isn't confined , it is not discriminatory or whatevr is,its powerful as I saw a handsome indian man marrying a beautiful chinese lady,haha what if I'm the indian man , i wont even get to know her lor, haha hope i picking thinggs quite fast as the job is really fast pace de, not much room for mistakes ,if mistakes there and here I'm dead le...Its like time fly past very fast , soon i be one yr older and this comes with more responsibility perhaps , have to start been extra aware of myself being , especially growth in maturity and stuff le , hiya as normally people say le life is not a bed of roses liao... In this world nothing is fair except time , somethings u gotta fight for your own le. Hope this wk will be a new start from evry1. oh wah i like to use the word *stuff* sia , haha.Hope I can hit 15 chin ups soon , now 12...K see your around and have fun man !=]

more grad photos

2008-11-17T01:57:00.001+08:00

This is some photos of me , some dun look very cool , but at least i out of my old neerrd self? I'm the one with white long sleeve shirt with specs off , there also some with my specs on and stuff..I'm not good at smiling , normally look dam fierce sometimes.

grad over le...

2008-11-15T14:38:00.000+08:00

Haha so happy that graduation over le, which is yesterday , although not that really fantastic lah. But manage to take some photos and first time dress till until so cool man...But the main focues is Xianda , my class de that won the mr Montfort sia , so charismatic !=/ Haha maybe good things come in a roll or something , we won movie ticks after the lucky draw, so shiok. Then went with NP mates to watch movie , very funni lah , cause we were watching a quite scary movie , then one of my squadmate almost choke with his coke when there was a sudden appearance of a female ghost or something , damn disgusting lahs, after that went my Np mates went home , went to coffee shop , sort thru somethings in my mind lah... Then saw my ex-clasmates , talk for awhile , slack then i went home le , so shackkk man... Today start work liao , will not screw up , mus tell myself that

This phrase is so simple yet so powerful :'Thoughts generates your actions', i see so many examples of how thoughts can generate a whole chain of actions , and also reactions , haizzz.

Finally a blogger

2008-11-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

I'm beng liang , 16 yrs old. Just graduated from montfort secondary,finally man =]! Thanks for my brother for letting me get started =].Just need to touch up more things on the blog then can le , haha this is one of my pic long time ago taken during March this year,I'm one that seldom take pics.Don't look too good lahhh , but this is me if you want to know me stay tune for further post lor...